A Trial of Sacrifice
Posted: Sun Sep 11, 2016 9:58 pm
**A parchment is posted in the guild hall. The ink is a deep red.**
As I have undergone my trials, I have developed a deeper understanding of what it means to serve the mandate. With my sacrifice I intend to remove distractions that prevent me from serving the mandate wholly.
In my previous life, as an Elf of Silvermoon, I was a goldsmith. I made beautiful jewelry that served no purpose other than to be pretty. With the advent of the third war, and my eventual service to the Lich King, my skills were forced into making weapons of war. I kept one particular piece, a pocket watch, in my possession. Eventually, I no longer had the skill to maintain it, and the watch ceased to work. Out of sentimentality I kept the watch.
I had not though much about this watch until I spoke with Khorvis during my second trial. He spoke of clearing his mental state in order to serve the mandate more fully. It was then that I realized that the watch has come to represent my anxiety regarding who I once was. The circumstances surrounding my death and my inability to protect those that were most important has always been a source of grief. I feel that I am to blame for circumstances that, in reality, I could not control.
My sacrifice is twofold. The watch is the is my first part of the sacrifice. In it's destruction I sacrifice my anxiety, worry, and doubt. I will fight to serve the mandate and in doing so I will exorcise my mind and work towards mental clarity. However, the nature of sacrifice means that it cannot be easy. As the second part of my sacrifice I will cut all ties to who I once was. All ties to my elven heritage and to my single living son will be cut. The Elf that once lived in Silvermoon is dead, and that man is not who I am. If I am to serve the mandate completely, then I need not focus on this other person, but on who I am now.
-Ishiner
As I have undergone my trials, I have developed a deeper understanding of what it means to serve the mandate. With my sacrifice I intend to remove distractions that prevent me from serving the mandate wholly.
In my previous life, as an Elf of Silvermoon, I was a goldsmith. I made beautiful jewelry that served no purpose other than to be pretty. With the advent of the third war, and my eventual service to the Lich King, my skills were forced into making weapons of war. I kept one particular piece, a pocket watch, in my possession. Eventually, I no longer had the skill to maintain it, and the watch ceased to work. Out of sentimentality I kept the watch.
I had not though much about this watch until I spoke with Khorvis during my second trial. He spoke of clearing his mental state in order to serve the mandate more fully. It was then that I realized that the watch has come to represent my anxiety regarding who I once was. The circumstances surrounding my death and my inability to protect those that were most important has always been a source of grief. I feel that I am to blame for circumstances that, in reality, I could not control.
My sacrifice is twofold. The watch is the is my first part of the sacrifice. In it's destruction I sacrifice my anxiety, worry, and doubt. I will fight to serve the mandate and in doing so I will exorcise my mind and work towards mental clarity. However, the nature of sacrifice means that it cannot be easy. As the second part of my sacrifice I will cut all ties to who I once was. All ties to my elven heritage and to my single living son will be cut. The Elf that once lived in Silvermoon is dead, and that man is not who I am. If I am to serve the mandate completely, then I need not focus on this other person, but on who I am now.
-Ishiner