The Unshakable Winter

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The Unshakable Winter

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Knight-Medic Niha Valentine, formerly a paladin of some repute, sat across from the Tempest in the other woman's tavern. The night sky was cloudless and the air was chilly, the bartender and patrons had politely departed upon request. With a cup of water before each of them, Niha placed a hand upon the top of her helm with a mild echoing slap of flesh upon the metal. It sat on the stool next to her, the etchings and staining of deep purple as vivid and clear now as the day she'd received it. She looked down upon the plate armor, staring into nothing. When she looked back up to her friend, the fatigue was clear in her youthful face.

Valindria watched silently, waiting for Niha to share her thoughts. She was not well. Even the glow of her eyes had dimmed somewhat, something only a blood elf could see. Inwardly resigned, she sipped her water and looked back upon the events that had brought them both to this moment.
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Niha was Mizue's older sister, though you would not be able to tell anymore. When they both had served at the Argent outpost in Icecrown many years ago, Niha had been grievously injured while tending to fallen Horde upon the battlefield, trying to protect them - to protect Mizue. The skirmish had ended in a routing of the Scourge warband, though Niha had not been awake to see it. With no calling to the ways of healing and rapidly exhausting her options, Mizue had brought Niha to the priests.

Valindria had encountered the sisters before, and had fought beside them in dozens of battles already. During those years, she had been known simply as the Wandering Saiin, the solitary maiden who healed the injured and then departed - often without speaking a single word. Having been at the camp at the time, she had taken charge of Niha's recovery. She remembered Mizue carrying Niha into the tent, both awash in blood; trailing her fingertips though the cooling streams as she and an assistant carefully peeled Niha's armor and underlayers from her cold skin. The wounds had bled more slowly by then, with little left to give now.

Though she had been able to make the paladin's body whole again, the wide cuts in her chest and neck leaving only faint scars, the full scope of the damage to her spirit was beyond Valindria's reach. The process had taken many hours and was rigorous by necessity. Niha had to be moved to a new bed four times when the blood soaked the linens she laid upon. Valindria's robe had quickly become smeared with blood and grime from the battle. Barely awake for half an hour, Niha had entered a coma shortly after the healing without so much as a whisper. After seeing that her friend would not wake, Valindria herself had surrendered to her own fatigue and could not be roused for more than three days.

And so Niha slept for many years, as Time marched on and new conflicts emerged to replace the old ones. Mizue continued on, unable to do any more for her sister. After seeing that the priests at the Argent outpost would care for Niha until she awoke, Valindria left Icecrown as well, taking up the task of looking out for Mizue. While devastatingly effective in battle, even the younger Valentine needed recovery at times.

They both had returned to visit frequently, and had rushed back to Icecrown when word had reached them from the priests when Niha finally awoke. But the change was evident. She had no memory of the fight, the blood or the fall into the snow. Where once she had been the elder sister, it was obvious that she had become the younger. The paladin had left Northrend that same day, moving her convalescence to Silvermoon City. The Shrine of Two Moons in Pandaria was not safe enough, and she had made clear that she'd wanted to be among her own kind again in familiar environs.
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A Spiritual Atrophy

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Niha had remained in Silvermoon for some time, venturing to Pandaria only when the Shrine of Two Moons had been secured for the Horde. Though the place was lovely in its way and its people noble of cause and deed, it had never been home to her. She did not stay long, leaving the battle for Orgrimmar in the hands of the more capable. She followed her sister and friend to the Grim, though it also had never felt like home. But it was where they were, and they were all she had now.

Valindria hadn't asked. Niha's skin was now a pallor where once she had been flush with life, fair and vibrant. Though she tried to hide it, her fatigue sometimes showed. Before her injury, she had been a tireless servant, robust and with a ready smile or laugh. But her rest had not done all as hoped. Turning her efforts to the Grim's assaults, Valindria let it lie.

When the Grim had gone to Draenor, following the Horde as they claimed Frostfire Ridge as their territory, Niha had joined them, taking a garrison for herself and setting to the task of learning the many new things she needed to know now. Valindria and Mizue had left her to her own devices, trusting that she would speak when she was ready. And now she was ready, mostly.
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She hadn't intended to admit it yet, had been unwilling to. But it was what it was and denying did nothing but make it worse. Setting her elbows upon the circular table they sat at and folding one arm across the other, Niha sighed and looked at Valindria. Her red hair, cut at the chin, swayed as she moved her head.

"It hasn't gotten better. For a time, I felt like myself again. Like I was useful, like I had purpose. But I think it was what my heart wanted, and not the reality."

Interlacing her fingers at the joints and setting her hands upon the table as well, Valindria smiled reassuringly. "Healing cannot always be rushed. You are alive."

Shaking her head, Niha laughed softly. "I do not feel alive, some days."

Seeing a dubious expression of Valindria's face, Niha held up a hand quickly. "No. It's all right. I wanted my old life back. But as I slept, I believe the Light dimmed in me. I no longer feel its warmth the way I used to. Doubt has undermined my conviction. I have gone to the place I dreaded. And I cannot find my way back. But I am indeed alive."

Valindria's expression moved to one of resignation. "We may serve others outwardly, but the Blood Elves serve Silvermoon. That means going where Lor'themar leads."

Gritting her teeth at that, Niha hmphed and looked away. "The Horde hasn't truly accepted us. And I no longer feel like a traitor for feeling that way. Lor'themar does what he feels is best, but the future he envisions for us does not seem to align with the Horde's goals. There was a time when I wanted to explore the entire world. Now I never wish to leave Silvermoon again. And I never believed I would ever say that."

Shifting her position so that her chin rested on her palm, Valindria nodded after a moment. "You are not alone in your opinion."

Drinking half the water in her cup, Niha leaned back and stretched, armor clanking with the motions. "What happened to me?! Why has the Light abandoned me?"

The agitated look on Niha's face caused Valindria to avert her eyes briefly. "Everyone walks through their own dark forest. But it doesn't last forever. Though we dread to go there again, it doesn't rule us everlong. We survived Kael'thas. And Horde or not, we will go our own way as we must. Our spirits will always return to Silvermoon."

Niha picked up her helm and stood, water forgotten. "I think that it's time for me to sleep again, old friend. The weariness never really leaves. These worlds, these times, are not meant for me. Maybe the Light will wake me again when it restores my spirit. But if it does not, so be it. I gave it my life, and I may as well trust it now."

Valindria stood as well, expression solemn. "I will accompany you."

Niha smiled brightly, and for a moment, she looked as she once did, happy and joyous. Valindria felt her heart breaking.
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Aradaen walked through the streets of Silvermoon, feeling the folded parchment in her leather jerkin shift with her steps. She wasted no time visiting the tavern she usually stopped in to collect the latest news among her fellow wraiths, going directly to the paladin's guild in Farstrider Square. The entrance sentries allowed her to pass once she managed to communicate that her missive was for Champion Bachi only. Walking up the staircase to him, the rogue bowed her head just enough to convey politeness, then tugged the small square from her jerkin and handed it to him.

Champion Bachi arched his eyebrows in silent inquiry, then took the offered letter from the silent woman. He examined the blue seal upon the outside, a styled "V" in Thalassian. Breaking the seal with a dagger, he opened it and read.

Champion Bachi,

You may recall me after these many years, though I return home less often than I used to.

I will be there shortly with one of yours. I'd be grateful if we could have an audience upon arrival.

The Wandering Saiin


Taking a deep breath, Bachi's cheeks puffed out as he exhaled. "I remember you. But you do little without cause." He saluted to Aradaen, who stood by patiently while waiting for any return message. "Thank you, miss."

Aradaen turned and left.
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Niha and Mizue said their farewells, and Valindria was ready to leave the next morning. She'd notified Gazlowe that Niha's garrison could be reassigned. With slightly red eyes shortly concealed behind the plate of her helm, Niha followed as the priestess led the way back to Silvermoon. They traveled in silence.

It passed in a haze for Niha. After unburdening her conscience, reaching Silvermoon was her only care now. All else had faded into nearly colorless details, as wispy as the memories she still clung to as she fought to preserve her sense of identity. She used to think she was losing her mind. Now she realized it was because she had lost her way.

Without the Light to guide her through the horrific darkness of the world, she had become adrift in ways she couldn't describe. She didn't tell Valindria because she suspected the other woman could relate quite well. The priests served the same Light as the paladins, but their calling was different somehow and her friend had only rarely displayed warmth. Niha had come to think that this was because of similar feelings that she herself was now resigned to.

They rode into Silvermoon in the late morning, also riding directly to the paladin's guild. Niha rode the same steed she'd left with all those years ago, while Valindria sat astride her favorite talbuk. She noticed that Niha seemed to perk up more after they passed the city's gates, squaring her shoulders as if returning from a long battle, victorious. Perhaps that was true, in a way. When they arrived at the entrance of the paladin's guild, they dismounted and allowed the sentries to take the reins. Following Valindria inside, Niha breathed a soft sigh of relief. Color had returned to the world.

Champion Bachi moved to greet them as they ascended the stairs. Bowing slightly to them, he smiled to them both. "It is good to see you again, Knight-Medic. And you, Saiin." His face fell when Niha removed her helm after saluting him. She looked wan though not aged a single day, dim green eyes haunted.

"What happened...?"

Valindria stepped up beside Niha and bowed her head slightly. "Champion Bachi. I would have preferred to visit for other reasons."

Niha looked down, chagrined. "Please relieve me of my duties, Champion. I can no longer serve. I am tired, and wish to sleep again."
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The Serene Dream

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Aghast, Bachi nodded after a moment. "Of course, Niha. We have a bed ready." Motioning towards an initiate, he leaned down a bit to speak to the shorter woman. "Take the Knight-Medic and Saiin to their rooms." Nodding quickly, the initiate gestured for the two women to follow her. "This way, please."

As they moved into the depths of the guild halls, Niha smiled to Valindria. "The air is warm and sweet again, Lin. Nowhere is like Silvermoon. I will rest better this time." As they entered a small room with two neatly-made generous-sized beds, the initiate bowed and stepped back out the doorway. "Let me know if you need anything." The curtains pushed aside were allowed to fall back into place. Niha reached out to touch them, the curtains like a door closing upon the safest place she could be at this moment. They were soft. Everything suddenly seemed real again, for now.

Turning back to Valindria, she set her helm upon the table positioned in the center of the room. Pulling off her other gauntlet, she laid them down next to it. Tucking her hair behind tall ears, she grinned. "The problem with platemail."

Chuckling, Valindria motioned for Niha to turn her back, and began unfastening the clasps and buckles that held the chestplate together. As the pieces split apart, she drew them away from Niha and bent to set them on the floor under the table. Kneeling down to remove the gussets, she remembered again the day she ran her fingertips through the blood that had streaked across this very armor. The gouges and holes had been painstakingly repaired, but she remembered.

After a while, Niha stood clad in leather and linen underlayers. Her armor was a neatly arranged pile on the floor. Helped out of these as well, she turned to face Valindria, as nude as the day of her birth. "It's fitting to end where I began."

Valindria smiled warmly. "May we all be so lucky. This is an ending, but not the end for you. The Light will return to you in time, when your spirit is able to hear it again."

Niha smiled brightly, tears coming to her eyes. "My gratitude knows no bounds for all you have done for me and Mizue, Lin." Valindria stepped forward and enfolded Niha into her arms, feeling the other woman's arms encircle her in kind. "It is an honor to do it. I have few friends, but the ones I have are good ones."

As they stepped apart, Valindria brushed away the tears that traveled slowly down Niha's cheeks. "No tears, love. Only joy. We will see you again."

Laughing with a nod, Niha pulled back the covers and sat down upon the bed. Swinging her legs up to slip underneath the covers, she settled her head upon the pillow. It smelled faintly of flowers. The linens were comforting against her skin. She looked up at the ceiling high above, seeing the shimmer of magic in the air that permeated all Blood Elves.

Valindria pulled a nearby chair to the bedside and tugged the covers over Niha's chest, smiling gently down to her friend. "Rest, Niha, and dream."

Closing her eyes, Niha surrendered the wisps of the many memories of her life. Looking inward one more time to perceive the Light glimmering faintly but steadily, she smiled briefly as she drifted beyond hearing, sight and care.
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Valindria sat there for a long time, watching as Knight-Medic Niha Valentine, formerly a paladin of some repute, found the rest she so desperately desired. Folding her hands in her lap, she bowed her head, expression aggrieved.

She wanted to cry, but they would not come. Her hands came up to cover her face, eyes squeezed shut, elbows braced upon her knees as she leaned forward. Breath rasping in flutters, she felt her heart break and was glad to have the privacy to lose her composure.

Uncaring of how much time has passed, Valindria rose from the chair and moved it back to its place. She ached in ways she hadn't in a long time. Moving to the other bed, she also removed her clothes and draped them over the back of the chair. Climbing into the bed, she settled in and closed her eyes, giving way to her own fatigue.

The next morning, she rose to find Niha's armor and underlayers cleaned and placed upon an armor stand that had been added to the room. Her robes had also been cleaned and hung upon a tall frame. Standing to dress, she looked towards Niha again. The woman slept peacefully, breathing slow and even.

Standing at Niha's bedside again, Valindria drew the Light to her hands, forming her thoughts to mold a Barrier into a slightly different shape. Reaching out her hands to lay it over Niha's bed, she lowered her arms, turned away and departed. She'd return to refresh the spell as needed. As she rode out of Silvermoon City, her expression returned to its usual distance.
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