Ghosts and Shadows by Ashagga
Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2017 3:12 am
Ghosts and Shadows
Ashagga, November 26, 2006
In the tunnels of the Undercity's sewers, high above the moat of
phosphorescent slime that ringed the lower quarters, Ashagga
curled in a corner and wept. She had done it... she felt the same
as she always had, but she could see the spirits of life and
fertility shun her. She could see the dead place inside her when
she dared to look with her ruined eye.
Terrible sobs wracked her body, tears streaming from her good
eye. Chingaso. She'd done it. She'd freed them both, Chingaso and
herself. She could go on with her life, never fearing that she'd
become indebted to or dependent upon the one man she'd loved and
not merely used. He would have his honor, and she would have her
power. All it cost them both was their happiness.
He would move on. She knew he would. The orc woman who
interrupted the wedding, Chingaso's betrothed, was not
unattractive. She would make Chingaso forget, and in time the
feelings would fade. The thought of Chingaso and the orc woman
consummating their marriage, sharing the evening that she had
wanted, sent a knife of pain into her guts.
"Daughter."
Ashagga stopped, her tears slowly ebbing as she peered about for
the speaker. Instinctively, she stepped back into the shadows,
letting their concealing embrace shield her from the eyes of an
intruder. Her swords were in her hands.
The shadows disgorged a second form, slender and delicate,
lacking muscle and sinew and meat where healthy, living women had
all of the above. At her side padded an animal, a beast on four
legs. Two serpentine tendrils rose above its shoulderblades, and
its eyeless head turned directly toward Ashagga.
"Daughter... come out where I can see you."
Ashagga swallowed nervously and stepped from the shadows, meeting
once more with the strange figure. "I di'n expect yer, especially
'ere."
"I have done my part, and I have been granted access to these
hallowed halls once more. You have done your part as well, I
see."
Ashagga nodded. "The ritual worked... I t'ink."
"It did. It bonded you with the spirits you sought. What have you
gained?"
Ashagga tried not to consider what she'd lost. "I c'n see
spirits. I c'n see images, visions... omens, Yichimet says."
"Yichimet?" The figure spoke the name with a hint of longing.
"Yichimet the Elder."
"'E tol' me ter call 'im Brother."
The Forsaken smiled. "Yes, I imagine he would. What else?"
Ashagga shook her head. "I... I don' need herbs. Me blood..."
"Yes. The venom of the blood spirit now courses through your
veins. Be careful, for that does not distinguish between friend
or foe. Tell me, what have you done with your power?"
"I..." The wedding flashed through her mind, but Ashagga shook it
away. "I 'ave one of 'em. Dead."
"And the other?"
"I'll 'ave 'im soon enough. I c'n see where 'e goes, see the
protections 'e 'as."
"Take this." The figure held out a glowing red stone, knobbed and
rough. Ashagga took it gingerly. "It will aid you in banishing
his first line of defense."
Ashagga nodded and pocketed the stone. "Anyt'ing else?"
"Two things: First, your connection to the Dark Lady is now your
salvation. I recommend speaking with a priest about the
ramifications. A priest you can trust, a priest who will share
your words with no one."
Ashagga nodded. "Yichimet can..."
"NO!" The figure snarled, and the felhound at her feet raised its
hackles. "Yichimet is no priest. He would not... could not...
understand. Nor can your friend Lupen, nor could Syreena or
Chingaso. You must speak with a priest, a priest of the Dark
Lady, and a priest who will speak to no other. Trust me,
Ashagga... if your companions learned of exactly what you have
done, they will not be pleased."
Ashagga shuddered to consider her fate if the Grim decided she
was sufficiently dangerous. She remembered the conflict over
Warneshi. "You said there was two t'ings."
The figure turned to leave. "The second... do not wish them well
for me. I remember the Grim fondly at times, and I miss those I
have met, but for now... for now it is best I stay buried."
"Wait... that's all?"
"You must make your own way now, Ashagga. You have been granted
the gift. What you do with it is your choice."
Ashagga sat in the shadows of the sewers of Undercity long after
the dark Forsaken had departed.
"Why won' it work?!"
Ashagga, in her workshop in the Shadow Cleft, hurled a pile of
junk into a wall in a rage. The gyrochronatoms, iron struts,
bronze frameworks, and bronze gizmos smashed into the wall and
bent, broke, shattered, or just clattered to the ground. Ashagga
glared angrily at her most recent failure to craft a Mechanical
Dragonling.
For the last few days, she'd been unable to concentrate. Who
could blame her? In the last month, she'd hanged herself, opened
her body to the spirits, almost married the man she loved, made
herself barren, and had a frank discussion with Yichimet wherein
she learned her family, the Grim, couldn't necessarily be trusted
with the truth of her situation.
She'd never felt so alone.
And yet, at the same time, she knew she wasn't. She could feel it
there, lingering, in the back of her mind. The Bringer. It was
bonded to her now, maybe forever, and the doors that opened made
her shake in terror. She was never truly alone, not anymore. It
was always there... waiting.
She blinked back frustration. Why couldn't she make it work?
She'd followed the schematics to the letter. She grabbed her
journal, where she kept all her engineering plans. It was there,
and she looked over the plans once more. Despite her scrawls, her
shorthand and her half-scribbled notes, she could easily see the
schematics. She'd followed them perfectly. Why wouldn't it work?
It wasn't just the dragonling. Her grenades only went off about
half the time, now. Her spyglass had cracked. Her mechanical
squirrel had bitten her. Everything she had touched, everything
she tried to make, just stopped working. Worse, she'd looked over
some of her old schematics, and she just couldn't make any sense
of them.
It was like something was eating her skill.
A sudden stab of pain at the base of her skull doubled her over
onto her worktable with a cry. She felt hands holding her
facedown on the cold surface, felt sharp bits of metal pressing
into her arms and torso. Her face was pressed against the curve
of a bronze tube. Cold, icy fingers tangled in her hair and
forced her to stay down.
"Ashagga..."
Ashagga started to panic to kick and fight back, to no avail. She
felt easily a dozen or more hands on her arms, legs, back,
pinning her in place. She felt the chill lips of the Dark Queen
on her earlobe.
"You've been talking too much."
Ashagga jerked her head away, but the cruel grip on her hair
hauled it back, making her cry out, bringing tears to her eye.
Her head was turned to face the pale visage of the Banshee Queen.
"You are mine now, daughter... mine forever. I know every word
you have ever spoken, every dream you have ever had. I know all
your confidantes, all your allies. Do not make me kill them all
just to get to you. I have my own allies within the Grim."
Ashagga felt Sylvanus' tongue drag up her neck, and it was like
an icy knife slicing through her skin. She moaned in terror and
pain, and heard the Banshee laugh.
"Mine, Ashagga. Remember that."
With that, the hands and presence were gone, and Ashagga could
move once more. For long moments, she lay panting against the
table, sobbing. When she finally pulled herself up, she had to
pluck several small trinkets and gadgets from her skin, where
they had imbedded themselves.
As drops of blood fell from her tiny wounds, Ashagga watched in
confusion. Each drop landed on the table, not in a small puddle,
but in runes, each droplet forming one obviously magical symbol.
When her thoughts collected themselves, Ashagga grabbed her
journal and tore out the engineering pages hurriedly, scribbling
the new runes onto a blank page. She'd need to have these
translated...
In the Apothecary of the Undercity, in her borrowed lab, Ashagga
paced in front of a table filled with arcane formulae, beakers,
bubbling vials, and runes scrawled in blood. A half-shattered
bottle rested on the table, and her Thrash Blade was buried,
point-down, glimmering with arcane energy. Ashagga herself had
shed her normal leathers in favor of the black silk dress Frain
had made before her departure. It didn't make any sense. She was
no arcanologist, not like Pincus or Lupen, Grainger or
Regnanetah, but she knew this sort of thing didn't just happen.
One didn't utterly forget how to make machines work and suddenly
have one's blood form inexplicable runes when spilt. She didn't
understand how it worked, but it wasn't hard to determine why:
the Bringer.
She'd explained to Yichimet that the blood spirit bonded to her
was the Bringer, a potent death creature subject to the will of
the Banshee Queen... which meant Ashagga herself was now
similarly subject. Yichimet had posited that the Dark Lady wanted
someone who could see spirits as a servant, and Ashagga did not
disagree. She wasn't ready to follow that path, yet... and she
was no longer certain she disapproved of serving Sylvanus.
Then again, she couldn't discuss the situation with anyone. Her
closest friends wouldn't understand, and the rest of the Grim...
well, they might try to use her as a bargaining chip. Syreena
wouldn't fully understand... Ashagga didn't herself. Lupen, as
much as she liked him, would turn on her for a dirty copper.
Yichimet had already warned her. And Chingaso... ever since the
failed wedding, she'd seen the spirits around him. Spirits of
love and grief and honor and rage and pain... she knew he was
lost to her, at least for now. That loss grieved her.
She couldn't dwell on it. Left to her own devices as she was, she
had to find answers by herself, and so she'd borrowed a lab from
the R.A.S. and found some materials. So far, she'd categorized
three-hundred and sixty-nine distinct runes formed from droplets
of her blood. Moreover, she'd found thirteen of them and matched
them with names of ancient and dark spirits, culled from musty
tomes and grimoires. These spirits and their ilk were the bastard
children of the Great Old Gods, like C'Thun, scattered from
droplets of THEIR blood when they were felled in the mists of
antiquity.
She turned back to the table, where a head floated in a bell jar,
Jacob's Ladders arcing up either side of the glass. She leaned in
and tapped the glass, and the head opened its eyes.
Brog. She'd found him in an alley in Gadgetzan in a drunken
stupor, babbling about Blythe and his "others." She'd taken him
back to her lab, interrogated him with knives, acid, and
mind-altering poisons made from her newly infused blood until
he'd coughed up some form of story. Apparently, Blythe had
summoned something he couldn't entirely handle, and now it
controlled him, walking around in his body. Ashagga felt
sympathy, but not enough to let Brog live. She'd severed his
head.
She'd been very surprised when he kept talking.
For a week, she'd studied him... or, at least, his head... and
she'd come to the conclusion that her blood was keeping him
animate. He wasn't alive in the traditional sense. He responded
to physical stimuli, but he spoke nonsense and didn't respond to
psychological stimuli. She kept being fascinated by her blood's
powers.
Suddenly, she stiffened, a jerk of her arm accidentally knocking
a beaker of green ooze onto the floor. Oh, Light. She knew... she
knew why Sylvanus wanted her. It had nothing, or maybe almost
nothing, to do with her ability to see spirits. Corrupting a
shaman would be simple, not worth the effort she had gone to for
Ashagga. Ashagga's blood could now wake the dead...
Sylvanus wanted her own army.
Ashagga, November 26, 2006
In the tunnels of the Undercity's sewers, high above the moat of
phosphorescent slime that ringed the lower quarters, Ashagga
curled in a corner and wept. She had done it... she felt the same
as she always had, but she could see the spirits of life and
fertility shun her. She could see the dead place inside her when
she dared to look with her ruined eye.
Terrible sobs wracked her body, tears streaming from her good
eye. Chingaso. She'd done it. She'd freed them both, Chingaso and
herself. She could go on with her life, never fearing that she'd
become indebted to or dependent upon the one man she'd loved and
not merely used. He would have his honor, and she would have her
power. All it cost them both was their happiness.
He would move on. She knew he would. The orc woman who
interrupted the wedding, Chingaso's betrothed, was not
unattractive. She would make Chingaso forget, and in time the
feelings would fade. The thought of Chingaso and the orc woman
consummating their marriage, sharing the evening that she had
wanted, sent a knife of pain into her guts.
"Daughter."
Ashagga stopped, her tears slowly ebbing as she peered about for
the speaker. Instinctively, she stepped back into the shadows,
letting their concealing embrace shield her from the eyes of an
intruder. Her swords were in her hands.
The shadows disgorged a second form, slender and delicate,
lacking muscle and sinew and meat where healthy, living women had
all of the above. At her side padded an animal, a beast on four
legs. Two serpentine tendrils rose above its shoulderblades, and
its eyeless head turned directly toward Ashagga.
"Daughter... come out where I can see you."
Ashagga swallowed nervously and stepped from the shadows, meeting
once more with the strange figure. "I di'n expect yer, especially
'ere."
"I have done my part, and I have been granted access to these
hallowed halls once more. You have done your part as well, I
see."
Ashagga nodded. "The ritual worked... I t'ink."
"It did. It bonded you with the spirits you sought. What have you
gained?"
Ashagga tried not to consider what she'd lost. "I c'n see
spirits. I c'n see images, visions... omens, Yichimet says."
"Yichimet?" The figure spoke the name with a hint of longing.
"Yichimet the Elder."
"'E tol' me ter call 'im Brother."
The Forsaken smiled. "Yes, I imagine he would. What else?"
Ashagga shook her head. "I... I don' need herbs. Me blood..."
"Yes. The venom of the blood spirit now courses through your
veins. Be careful, for that does not distinguish between friend
or foe. Tell me, what have you done with your power?"
"I..." The wedding flashed through her mind, but Ashagga shook it
away. "I 'ave one of 'em. Dead."
"And the other?"
"I'll 'ave 'im soon enough. I c'n see where 'e goes, see the
protections 'e 'as."
"Take this." The figure held out a glowing red stone, knobbed and
rough. Ashagga took it gingerly. "It will aid you in banishing
his first line of defense."
Ashagga nodded and pocketed the stone. "Anyt'ing else?"
"Two things: First, your connection to the Dark Lady is now your
salvation. I recommend speaking with a priest about the
ramifications. A priest you can trust, a priest who will share
your words with no one."
Ashagga nodded. "Yichimet can..."
"NO!" The figure snarled, and the felhound at her feet raised its
hackles. "Yichimet is no priest. He would not... could not...
understand. Nor can your friend Lupen, nor could Syreena or
Chingaso. You must speak with a priest, a priest of the Dark
Lady, and a priest who will speak to no other. Trust me,
Ashagga... if your companions learned of exactly what you have
done, they will not be pleased."
Ashagga shuddered to consider her fate if the Grim decided she
was sufficiently dangerous. She remembered the conflict over
Warneshi. "You said there was two t'ings."
The figure turned to leave. "The second... do not wish them well
for me. I remember the Grim fondly at times, and I miss those I
have met, but for now... for now it is best I stay buried."
"Wait... that's all?"
"You must make your own way now, Ashagga. You have been granted
the gift. What you do with it is your choice."
Ashagga sat in the shadows of the sewers of Undercity long after
the dark Forsaken had departed.
"Why won' it work?!"
Ashagga, in her workshop in the Shadow Cleft, hurled a pile of
junk into a wall in a rage. The gyrochronatoms, iron struts,
bronze frameworks, and bronze gizmos smashed into the wall and
bent, broke, shattered, or just clattered to the ground. Ashagga
glared angrily at her most recent failure to craft a Mechanical
Dragonling.
For the last few days, she'd been unable to concentrate. Who
could blame her? In the last month, she'd hanged herself, opened
her body to the spirits, almost married the man she loved, made
herself barren, and had a frank discussion with Yichimet wherein
she learned her family, the Grim, couldn't necessarily be trusted
with the truth of her situation.
She'd never felt so alone.
And yet, at the same time, she knew she wasn't. She could feel it
there, lingering, in the back of her mind. The Bringer. It was
bonded to her now, maybe forever, and the doors that opened made
her shake in terror. She was never truly alone, not anymore. It
was always there... waiting.
She blinked back frustration. Why couldn't she make it work?
She'd followed the schematics to the letter. She grabbed her
journal, where she kept all her engineering plans. It was there,
and she looked over the plans once more. Despite her scrawls, her
shorthand and her half-scribbled notes, she could easily see the
schematics. She'd followed them perfectly. Why wouldn't it work?
It wasn't just the dragonling. Her grenades only went off about
half the time, now. Her spyglass had cracked. Her mechanical
squirrel had bitten her. Everything she had touched, everything
she tried to make, just stopped working. Worse, she'd looked over
some of her old schematics, and she just couldn't make any sense
of them.
It was like something was eating her skill.
A sudden stab of pain at the base of her skull doubled her over
onto her worktable with a cry. She felt hands holding her
facedown on the cold surface, felt sharp bits of metal pressing
into her arms and torso. Her face was pressed against the curve
of a bronze tube. Cold, icy fingers tangled in her hair and
forced her to stay down.
"Ashagga..."
Ashagga started to panic to kick and fight back, to no avail. She
felt easily a dozen or more hands on her arms, legs, back,
pinning her in place. She felt the chill lips of the Dark Queen
on her earlobe.
"You've been talking too much."
Ashagga jerked her head away, but the cruel grip on her hair
hauled it back, making her cry out, bringing tears to her eye.
Her head was turned to face the pale visage of the Banshee Queen.
"You are mine now, daughter... mine forever. I know every word
you have ever spoken, every dream you have ever had. I know all
your confidantes, all your allies. Do not make me kill them all
just to get to you. I have my own allies within the Grim."
Ashagga felt Sylvanus' tongue drag up her neck, and it was like
an icy knife slicing through her skin. She moaned in terror and
pain, and heard the Banshee laugh.
"Mine, Ashagga. Remember that."
With that, the hands and presence were gone, and Ashagga could
move once more. For long moments, she lay panting against the
table, sobbing. When she finally pulled herself up, she had to
pluck several small trinkets and gadgets from her skin, where
they had imbedded themselves.
As drops of blood fell from her tiny wounds, Ashagga watched in
confusion. Each drop landed on the table, not in a small puddle,
but in runes, each droplet forming one obviously magical symbol.
When her thoughts collected themselves, Ashagga grabbed her
journal and tore out the engineering pages hurriedly, scribbling
the new runes onto a blank page. She'd need to have these
translated...
In the Apothecary of the Undercity, in her borrowed lab, Ashagga
paced in front of a table filled with arcane formulae, beakers,
bubbling vials, and runes scrawled in blood. A half-shattered
bottle rested on the table, and her Thrash Blade was buried,
point-down, glimmering with arcane energy. Ashagga herself had
shed her normal leathers in favor of the black silk dress Frain
had made before her departure. It didn't make any sense. She was
no arcanologist, not like Pincus or Lupen, Grainger or
Regnanetah, but she knew this sort of thing didn't just happen.
One didn't utterly forget how to make machines work and suddenly
have one's blood form inexplicable runes when spilt. She didn't
understand how it worked, but it wasn't hard to determine why:
the Bringer.
She'd explained to Yichimet that the blood spirit bonded to her
was the Bringer, a potent death creature subject to the will of
the Banshee Queen... which meant Ashagga herself was now
similarly subject. Yichimet had posited that the Dark Lady wanted
someone who could see spirits as a servant, and Ashagga did not
disagree. She wasn't ready to follow that path, yet... and she
was no longer certain she disapproved of serving Sylvanus.
Then again, she couldn't discuss the situation with anyone. Her
closest friends wouldn't understand, and the rest of the Grim...
well, they might try to use her as a bargaining chip. Syreena
wouldn't fully understand... Ashagga didn't herself. Lupen, as
much as she liked him, would turn on her for a dirty copper.
Yichimet had already warned her. And Chingaso... ever since the
failed wedding, she'd seen the spirits around him. Spirits of
love and grief and honor and rage and pain... she knew he was
lost to her, at least for now. That loss grieved her.
She couldn't dwell on it. Left to her own devices as she was, she
had to find answers by herself, and so she'd borrowed a lab from
the R.A.S. and found some materials. So far, she'd categorized
three-hundred and sixty-nine distinct runes formed from droplets
of her blood. Moreover, she'd found thirteen of them and matched
them with names of ancient and dark spirits, culled from musty
tomes and grimoires. These spirits and their ilk were the bastard
children of the Great Old Gods, like C'Thun, scattered from
droplets of THEIR blood when they were felled in the mists of
antiquity.
She turned back to the table, where a head floated in a bell jar,
Jacob's Ladders arcing up either side of the glass. She leaned in
and tapped the glass, and the head opened its eyes.
Brog. She'd found him in an alley in Gadgetzan in a drunken
stupor, babbling about Blythe and his "others." She'd taken him
back to her lab, interrogated him with knives, acid, and
mind-altering poisons made from her newly infused blood until
he'd coughed up some form of story. Apparently, Blythe had
summoned something he couldn't entirely handle, and now it
controlled him, walking around in his body. Ashagga felt
sympathy, but not enough to let Brog live. She'd severed his
head.
She'd been very surprised when he kept talking.
For a week, she'd studied him... or, at least, his head... and
she'd come to the conclusion that her blood was keeping him
animate. He wasn't alive in the traditional sense. He responded
to physical stimuli, but he spoke nonsense and didn't respond to
psychological stimuli. She kept being fascinated by her blood's
powers.
Suddenly, she stiffened, a jerk of her arm accidentally knocking
a beaker of green ooze onto the floor. Oh, Light. She knew... she
knew why Sylvanus wanted her. It had nothing, or maybe almost
nothing, to do with her ability to see spirits. Corrupting a
shaman would be simple, not worth the effort she had gone to for
Ashagga. Ashagga's blood could now wake the dead...
Sylvanus wanted her own army.