Grim Views

Guduk's Letters

Guduk - January 7, 2006

*Guduk has left a small pile of papers on a table, letters
written to no one but for everyone to read if they so wish*

I have made friends in 'The Grim' Something i did not think would
happen so quickly or easily, but these close knit friends have
taken me in and i am once again feeling as if i belong, perhaps
now would be the time to let them know of my past. Perhaps not...

To be a Warrior has always been something i believe i have been
destined to do, i did not have the smarts to be of the noble
Shaman or Druids, and beasts just did not have the kinship with
me as many of our numbers of hunters in the Tauren. My Brother
was a Shaman, a good a noble member of the Tribes and his passing
was missed greatly by his friends and my family, they do not
blaim me for his death, but i always have. It was under my
protection that he died, his life was my responcibility and i
failed, perhaps it was my lack of training, but the manner of his
death disturbs me and haunts my mind everytime i am asked to join
a Raid into a Dungeon, will i lose more people under my
protection?

I miss my brother, but since joining 'The Grim' i have learned
much, have lead people into fights and have been praised for my
skill and ability, perhaps i should not worry for too much
longer.

*A second letter is found on the floor of the Inn, left by Guduk
once more as he rushes off to seek Glory*

My Time with The Grim is good, and i have a good feeling that i
will stick with them even at times like these. The Death of
Snowfeather was felt by many in The Grim, but not I. Too me it
caused more worry really, i did not know this snowfeather as well
as i have gotten to know others, i have only been in this group
for a short time. I am sure she was a great person, but it makes
me worried if something may happen to someone closer to me, as it
has happened in the past. Other members seem to have lost their
resolve, a few have attempted to leave The Grim, a few have been
dealt with harshly, I may be worried, but my resolve has only
grown stronger in many aspects. I strive to learn how to protect
my charges better, to be the better Warrior and to fill in the
holes which need filling. Maybe soon i will be joining the higher
ranks in the epic adventures where it truely tests your skills,
recently i have been working hard at the Forge, building strength
as well as armour and weapons.

I still have a long path to travel, may i find strength and glory
along the way.

Ha, Glory, that became an issue just recently, at what cost can
Glory be obtained? Personal Glory is certainly a goal to acheive,
but you can not get glory in one action when it means breaking
trust by doing something else. I personally will be seeking my
Glory by remaining true to those that need me, If it will be
found in the Battlegrounds, i will do my best, if it means
adventuring with The Grim in some large Raid, i will stick with
them, the way these battlegrounds.... transport you?.... its
still something i don't fully understand, but i would not be
taken from my group by this method and leave them stranded behind
with forces still to fight or possible danger still around. What
would be the use of me then?

Well, Hopefully things will settle down again soon, and i work
hard to join the higher ranks. on a side note, i'll have to be
careful around those undead members, sometimes its just too hard
to tell what sex they are much less what they are, i accidently
addressed a charming lady as if she was a male... and there is
word that one of our ranks dresses as a lady when he is not...
its all so confusing, i will work hard not to make mistakes of
such nature.