Parchment Bound In Leather by Esmi
Posted: Mon Nov 09, 2015 12:37 am
There seem to be many pages before this entry, but the words are illegible, in what seems to be a writing unknown, or possibly what might be considered 'new' letters.
06/02/2008
The sun is not up yet.
I am not quite sure what to write here anymore.. Much of what I feel is confused, angry... I followed through the goblin transporter as I was told, after Kethryvaris...
I came out the other side, and while looking the same I am aching for a fight... My veins feel alive, as though they might burst through my skin. She questions my feelings toward her? My loyalty for her? But she turns around to do what it is she wishes I don't... What I did not do. She would have found my claims to be true if she'd have listened..
Oh Kethry, you believe you've changed so much... but you're the same person... flaky, fake, and no more in control of your emotional status than you were at home... In love with one, but sleeping and marrying another... Will this be a repeat?
I feel so very alone here... I am afraid to even speak into my hearthstone... And the conversations I have with others is often delayed and short...
Blood drops seem to have splattered the bottom of the page.
I suppose that the short conversations is just how I should leave this entry.
--Athalia Esmi Sunstrider
06/02/2008
The sun is not up yet.
I am not quite sure what to write here anymore.. Much of what I feel is confused, angry... I followed through the goblin transporter as I was told, after Kethryvaris...
I came out the other side, and while looking the same I am aching for a fight... My veins feel alive, as though they might burst through my skin. She questions my feelings toward her? My loyalty for her? But she turns around to do what it is she wishes I don't... What I did not do. She would have found my claims to be true if she'd have listened..
Oh Kethry, you believe you've changed so much... but you're the same person... flaky, fake, and no more in control of your emotional status than you were at home... In love with one, but sleeping and marrying another... Will this be a repeat?
I feel so very alone here... I am afraid to even speak into my hearthstone... And the conversations I have with others is often delayed and short...
Blood drops seem to have splattered the bottom of the page.
I suppose that the short conversations is just how I should leave this entry.
--Athalia Esmi Sunstrider