Grim Views

A kiss was stolen from me. It was not stolen by him. It was exciting, infuriating and hollow. I love him., but will that bring me happiness? I am content but highly disatisfied with my current situation, chasing that which will always be steps ahead. It is amusing for now, but will I tire of it? Wha...

The masquerade was a success, it wasn't the foremost thing on my mind at the time though, at least not at the beginning of it. Lascivious was concerned about me. That makes me wonder why. Not enough to pursue such knowledge though. I haven't much words as of late. I guess they really are not needed,...

Worth.... I doubt my own now . So far every attempt I have made at him is utterly nullified. What do I do? I need guidance, advice, consoling... Yet the main provider is now the sole cause. Why am I so careless? Surely if I was a little more shrewd, calculating, malicious... Why am I so beneath him?

Archive, my life has been a maelstrom, the past few moons . Everything has seemed unable for even myself to manipulate or control. I know now exactly what I must do. He has doubted me with acceptable cause, as I have dissapointed him more than once. Yet, he tolerates it and helps me as much as he ca...

I do not know why it seems so hard to be just another insect in the colony at times. I know I am not the only one with different opinions in the Grim, yet I wonder why at times, we are expected to keep everything to ourself. We all are Grim, and I would hope we all do as the Mandate expects us to. I...

Archive, last eve all the Grim discovered that the Mistress stepped down from leading us, giving way to the Artificer. I do hope he does well, despite the Mandate truely being our guide. I really do not see much changing if anything at all does, but one can never be sure of the future can they? I st...

Oh Archive, there is so much on my mind... I question if I am really a good example for Grim to follow. I question this because no matter my efforts or my own attitude that I display for them, they still quarrel openly and firequently... I wouldn't have thought being polite to be such a hard thing t...

Archive I will keep this conversation brief. Today did not lack in excitement, or confusion.... Where to begin... I was looking after Jestal, a friend of my brother. Though he has talents with fire, he is prideful and foolish. So being kind and what not, I decided to follow him to help him with a ta...

Hello my new friend. The Inquisitor reccomended I start keeping a journal. Seeing as I donated my last one to the Records, I decided we would make you. I will do with you what I didn't do with my last friend. You shall have eyes even, able to see the things that happen as they do. You'll be an even ...

June 03 2008 I do not feel comfortable here... Too easily irritated, too shy... I am keeping myself from talking into my hearthstone... I fear I might reply in a dramatic and or rude fashion. I do not need to be making enemies in this new place I have found myself... I. I. I. I... .Well I suppose t...

06/02/08
The morning after...

I feel dizzy.... the anger has subsided.. but..

but...

Why does that faucet keep dripping? My ...

*The rest of the writing is illegible, trailing on into a long jagged line down the page........*

There seem to be many pages before this entry, but the words are illegible, in what seems to be a writing unknown, or possibly what might be considered 'new' letters. 06/02/2008 The sun is not up yet. I am not quite sure what to write here anymore.. Much of what I feel is confused, angry... I follo...